"Trying hard to enjoy the night

to make the best of my time

And I would kill to know what it's like

to feel

tonight

With each cold sip of life

which helps to numb the pain

Each touch of the glass to my lips

helps ease the strain

It's been so long

it's been so much

Though I would shudder at your sight

I would still shatter at your touch

For I feel like ice this evening

walking down the stairs

Hidding my face into the basement

as if anyone cares

oh I'm out tonight

I'm out to try to live tonight

For tomorrow it may seem as though I never did

It's been so long

it's been so much

Though I would shudder at your sight

I would still shatter at your touch

I remember December in Windsor, 2002

I remember feeling much older, than twenty-two

The season was cold

and I was alone

developing tastes for poisons

This was my old haunt and it haunted me still"